The day Neuf disappeared...

1. What did you see?
Normal behaviour that happens everyday although this time it wasn't easy controlling it. The behaviour that happen yesterday was worse then the usual, The behaviour of the majority of the class was unacceptable. The guys had the same behaviour they have everyday, but to the TOC it was something new.
2. What do you think your classmates saw?
I think my classmates saw the usual as in when Neuf is here, and we are always goofing around. They didn't think that we were doing anything wrong, even though we should have respected the fact that we had a TOC and we should have had much better behaviour than usual.
3. What did the TOC see?
Behaviour that shouldn't be coming from a grade 11 class. yes we are teenagers, but yesterday we passed the limits. We shouldn't have behaved the way we did. The TOC was probably annoyed with the whole class because the majority of the class was fooling around and the rest weren't really all participating at their best. Next time hopefully the TOC, if we have one again, he might just see that we aren't so bad as we seemed to be.
4. What do you think Neuf sees?
Behaviour that a TOC shouldn't have to tolerate from students that he just met. I know Neuf is probably somewhat disappointed. And I say somewhat because Neuf is really understanding when it comes to handling all the shananagins that this class do.
5. What did you do about it? Why?
Nothing. Because I wasn't having such a great day. And I know that is not an excuse but i didn't know how to handle my mood yesterday. I hadn't felt like complete sh*t, in a long time. And that's how i felt yesterday. I know i should have maybe talked to someone that wayI would feel better, but lately I don't know who to talk to anymore. I dont know who to trust anymore.